Monday, September 20, 2010 Y 9/20/2010 05:27:00 PM
Yesterday i sot sot .
Don't why suddenly i cried .
I cried till i sleep .
Wake up at 6a.m.
7.10a.m. reached school .
7.12a.m. reached at hall .
Sit down on the floor , take out homework and copy answers from friends :D
Then during school times . i no fight with that JERK . nice eh? for the whole day in school . No arguement = peace day for me :D agree?
I just hope that tomorrow , the next few days , the next few years or even i graduate from Riverside sec , i won't talk to him .
I just hope 2moro whatever he said , i will ignore him .
Honestly , really . I CAN'T TAKE IT . ANYMORE .
If he continues to bully me . Maybe i will have sucidal thoughts?
or using pen knife and slashing my wrists? I have those thoughts in my mind . Should i act on it?
You all may said i am crazy , actually i am not .
Everyday in school , he insulted me as a 'bitch' without a FAIL .
Hmmm . What if i die ? It would be great , right?
If i die = no bullying from him .
Ai yah . Heck care him la . See his name on fb . i du lan liao .
WHY WHY WHY ?! OH god , why you wanna to torture me ? By making life difficult for me . WHY ?! Is me and him really so compatible ?! Is that fate or wad ? Heaven's will ? LOL !
Actually today wad a peace day for me . Only it started when . i started browsing fb then i saw that TWJ commenting on jaren's post . From that momement onwards . From a Happy mood to a DU LAN mood liao .
I think that comment can RUIN my whole week mood ._.
Eeeyer . My friends around me , even my audi family said BE HAPPY :D CHEER UP ! , etc ;diao I cannot happy leh :X
Idk also , maybe it is emotional feeling bah :X not mental feeling ...
I just knew that I AM SICK AND TIRED OF ARGUING WITH HIM . That's all . Labels: BITCH, School
