Monday, November 15, 2010 Y 11/15/2010 10:26:00 PM
Quick updates :
Meeting with Elyn , Rianne and Kq @ cwp .
At 10.30a.m.
Then we went to mac .
Kq ate her breakfast there , I ate my ice-cream .
I am the first person who ordered the choco cone in the Mac counter ._. Hehe i siao . Morning eat ice-cream :D
Finished eating .
Went to timezone , where we went siao .
I play drum .
Played finished , went to neoprint craz-zeh
After done neoprints .
It looks unglam .
The camera so fast took pictures . 3 seconds only ._.
After finished , we went to mac for lunch .
I ordered a macspicy for lunch .
Eeeeeeee . Saw nb members (sec 1 and seniors) there too .
Ai yah don't care lah . I just pon my training today .
In my life ,that was the hardest time ever i had for my lunch .
When some sec 1 nb members ate finished , they walk away .
I quickly hide my head in case they saw me .
When seniors leave , i quickly hide into the bottom of the table .
WTF .
Then ate my macspicy like a disaster like that .
Veggie and tar tar sauce drop on the box .
Want to eat the burger , veggie drop on to my left palm .
Then when i quickly hide my head , tar tar sauce stick onto my hair . Honestly , i am suay that time -.-
After finished eating mac , quickly went home .
In case teacher-in-charge call my mum and ask my mum to give the phone to me and talk to her .
In the whole afternoon , slack at home .
Train my db until siao .
Level 58 liao .
Then the whole afternoon teacher-in-charge no call .
You know why i want to pon :
There is reason(s) behind .
1) No friends to talk with . Erm how to say uh , they(SOME PEOPLE ONLY) say Hi . That's all . Before , after training no talk one .
2) They find people they like to pair up . So normally , i am alone or pair up with seniors -.- WTH .
3) They treated me as transparent or invisible . Like they talk in small groups . Without inviting me in . So i emo alone .
4) I talk to them they say nothing . Is like i talk to air like that .
5) I am so regret joining nb . The trainings are okay , but CCA friends are just fake-friended with me . What's the point joining nb without good friends .
6) Really it sucked alot . 6 hours of every week .
7) Somepeople like ... <- don't wanna to list .
Will say jyjy during warm up something like that is okay lah .
Compare to SOMEPEOPLE who treated me as transparent .
Ending my writing here .
Lastly i want to say , Every self-training i cannot go cause my mum not allowed me to go . My earrings keep take out and put in , my ear lobes easy swollen nah . That's why i don't want go .
That's all .
